Contemplation and prayer are solitary endeavors, opportunities to be with You, Father, and Your Holy Spirit in me.
How does this feeling of oneness with You wander so easily during times of trial into a such desert of isolation and division?
There’s a part of me that wants to curl up and hide from all the realities of my life today. To separate and isolate myself from others; to run away from home; to hide myself in You.
And yet, it’s different than my desire to find my rest in You.
I think the Father of Lies is lurking about me, too close right now, possibly sensing my weakness and vulnerability to his promises. Waiting to cull me from the herd, then to separate me from You.
Pray, strengthen me, Holy Father against His lies and designs for my soul. Help me to submit only to Your holy and gracious plan for my life. Enslave me, Father, to Your will, Prepare me, by Your grace, to be worthy to be with You one day in Heaven.
In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.